Just few days before I headed back to this town, I said that I miss the stars. Somehow I thought I never seen stars again since I moved here. I don’t know whether I have never notice them or the stars never show in this town…until the day I got back.
It was very nice day… for the first time in this –not-nice-town (that’s my comment about this place) I saw the so amazing blue sky. So blue and clear with the very nice breeze.
Wondering for a while as I never had this so nice weather before in one year in this town… then thankful for the beautiful day that seemed to welcome me back…
That was a nice day… nice day even it was the time when I was about realizing, it’s gonna be the end of the story. Deep in my heart I knew it long before that day. I knew already that it’s gonna happen, soon. However it’s quite a surprise for me to finally realize that it is real over, in that so beautiful day.
No more news. No at all. Without any reason. Just gone. Disappear.
Many unanswered questions. Many “if’s”. Many unfulfilled wishes. Many “not-wourk-out”plans.
No (more) tears. No heartache. No regret (definitely)
Just a sigh… no, some sighs… hey I can do it… without tears and heartache.
So it’s over when it’s over.
That night, for the first time I saw the clearly night sky with the sparkling stars.
Starry night in this town. So beautiful.
Then I managed to put a smile on my face.
My smile. The sweetest one.
The smile tells me that life is worth it all.
That the cries are just a bridge to even more smiles.
That it takes the pouring rain and shining sun to make a rainbow.
I have many great things ahead.
The bigger perfect plan is waiting for me just around the corner.
It was clear blue sky day and starry night in that town that day.
My first day in that –not-so-nice-town in 2009.
The day that I realize, I am about to start the brand new one…
Thank you Lord for the starry night…
