“Never believe that the so-called random events of life are anything less than God’s appointed order. Be ready to discover His divine designs anywhere and everywhere” – My Utmost For His Highest, November 14
If only someone could tell me clearly that I have been wrong all of this time…
Are they just random events?
I started praying for him about June 2009. Ever since that time, many things or “random things” had happened, I just could not explain them.
August 2009, when I was queuing in the airport counter and thinking about him, a lady came to me and ask me “are you going to A***?” just out of the blue… from so many counters there, she came to me and asked that weird question… I was wondering, but I kept it in my heart…
All things worked together on May 2010, when I was supposed to take my annual leave and he was supposed to come. It just happened when I finally stayed in town, he came and we met. Many questions at that time… but I kept them in my heart…
June 2010… that morning was very vivid in my mind…
It was Saturday, I wake up very early in the morning and was thinking of him (!). I got online on facebook and read some friends’ status and what happened in the world. Nothing was interesting. I got offline. Then I lifted a very short prayer up. Just telling God that I miss him. Then I tried to go back to sleep. About 10 minutes and I could not sleep. So I got online again on my facebook. And there he was! He sent me a message and commented on my status. I was just surprised… and until when I asked him what happened to him that particular morning. I know he was not a “morning person” and not in to facebook. The fact that he was up in that early morning on Saturday and online on facebook, was really a weird and unusual thing. His answer just amazing for me. He said he wake up in that early morning and could not back to sleep again. So he decided to check on his facebook. All the unusual things! Just that particular morning. So, the moment I prayed here, he was online and somehow “answer” my prayer.
Another random things?
How can I explain that?
Then all the turmoils between us in two months… then we had to meet in the most beautiful city in the world, thousand miles away from our place… with the shaking heart… with all the best effort to act as normal as usual… to try so very hard to be nice each other…
another random things?
How can I explain that?
With those random things, please, tell me that I am wrong…
Help me to move ahead and maybe just forget all these random things…
Or, I am just exaggerated? Not really random things?
Oh dear, wish I could get the answer… even just a glance…
But, I think slowly I realized: most probably they really are random things….
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